So....lets talk frustrated and irritated....

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So....lets talk frustrated and irritated....

Postby Devon » Thu May 19, 2016 7:42 pm

And how bout completely messed up and heart broken. Just before Valentines day I finally said yes to a guy who wanted us to be "involved" (ya know bf/gf deal) we had been seeing each other since right around Christmas....but nothing too serious. Well he told me he was really starting to fall for me (we spent a lot of time together as he lived across the street) He had left his ex(baby mama) (who isnt actually an ex but she claims shes his wife) and said things were over between them. She made his and my life completely miserable for over 2 months.... finally I sent the cops on her....After that she stopped all the threats and whatnot and he was finally able to visit his son......Ok without going into any major details.... he doesnt fucking love her ....he loves me and wants to be with me but shes holding their son over his head..... Theres no way she is ever going to let him go ....she will continue to make his life miserable whether he is with her or not. So I had to make a decision....and I hate this gawd damn decision so fucking bad I wanna jump in front of a damn train sometimes....But I told him we are done....and if he means what he says about wanting us to be together then he better not come back without solid fucking PROOF.... This shit sucks hardcore cause Ive never had a bf that accepts every damn one of my flaws and makes me laugh like Ive never laughed in YEARS.... Its really my fault he is there with her now cause I pushed him away..... The buddy he was staying with could no longer let him stay..... but there were things that just werent adding up.....I told him I was not going to be "the other woman" ....Im too old for this gawddamn shit and I want a man thats ALL mine....He says he is ALL MINE. That hes just with her for show and his heart belongs to me. I do believe this to be true as I have seen this guys reactions to things that I KNOW are genuine. I told him to go back to her cause I wanted to do the right thing since his son is only 16 months old....But now I keep thinking why do I always have to be the one left unhappy.... why do I always have to do the "right thing" .....Why do I have to give up the man I love (and loves me too) because some bitch had him first and happens to be the mother of his child.... and the only reason she even has him now is because I sent him back to her...FUCK MY LIFE JUST FUCK IT.
(On a side note other than this heartbreaking shit I am still very happy here in Lafayette LA and in order to do my best to keep myself sane (or as sane as I normally have been) I have been talking to other guys and have had a date or 2...)


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Re: So....lets talk frustrated and irritated....

Postby actifzoe » Thu May 19, 2016 9:35 pm

next time make sure there are NO strings attached. do your research (don't just take his word for it) before anything gets too serious. and remember what i always say. :mrgreen:
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Re: So....lets talk frustrated and irritated....

Postby Devon » Fri May 20, 2016 7:55 am

That's just it.....I did do my research.....so I just can't win for losing.....
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Re: So....lets talk frustrated and irritated....

Postby actifzoe » Fri May 20, 2016 7:18 pm

i mean like no ex's, drug addictions, psych issues ect.
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Re: So....lets talk frustrated and irritated....

Postby Devon » Sat May 21, 2016 8:01 am

That's the kind of research in talking about....
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Re: So....lets talk frustrated and irritated....

Postby Devon » Sat May 21, 2016 6:31 pm

And hows this for some added confusion.....?!
A guy I was seeing off and on way back in like 2009/10 is telling me now how much he loves me and always has.....so now here's the killing part.....I SENT THAT FUCKER TO PRISON....Well not me personally but my testimony helped send him there.....
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Re: So....lets talk frustrated and irritated....

Postby actifzoe » Sat May 21, 2016 7:09 pm

you seem to attract the weird ones. have you tried online dating? :lol1
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Re: So....lets talk frustrated and irritated....

Postby Virgo » Sun May 22, 2016 9:45 am

^^^^^^ THIS.
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Re: So....lets talk frustrated and irritated....

Postby Devon » Sun May 22, 2016 5:13 pm

Screw that shit..... That's where the REAL Psychotic fucks are.....I actually have a profile on Plenty of fish....they message me still....I answer once or twice then pretend they don't exist anymore....most of the messages consist of You're hot....i want to fuck you....you got a thick ass?......Nice chest.....can I cum on your face... Etc etc..... :roll:
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Re: So....lets talk frustrated and irritated....

Postby Devon » Sun May 22, 2016 5:17 pm

In fact there's a guy on there now messaging me who has country singer Ty Herndon's pic as his profile pic and I called him out on it....then he says it's not his pic he just looks like him....Then I asked where his real pic is and he says that is my real pic so I sarcastically said ok so are you trying to tell me that you are Ty Herndon.....lol
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Re: So....lets talk frustrated and irritated....

Postby actifzoe » Sun May 22, 2016 7:12 pm

try women.
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Re: So....lets talk frustrated and irritated....

Postby Devon » Sun May 22, 2016 7:49 pm

Women are whiney cunts....you think I want to put up with someone like me.....hahaha....
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Re: So....lets talk frustrated and irritated....

Postby Devon » Sun May 22, 2016 8:05 pm

And speaking of the guy this post is about....hes coming to the hotel to see me tonight cause I have a few things I need to get straight with him....and now maybe I can do it in peace.
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Re: So....lets talk frustrated and irritated....

Postby actifzoe » Sun May 22, 2016 9:28 pm

good luck. i hear that a dog's love is unquestionable. :thumbs:
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Re: So....lets talk frustrated and irritated....

Postby Devon » Mon May 23, 2016 4:13 am

A cats love is too....and wouldn't ya know it. ...he comes by and I get asked to do the night shift....so I guess there will be no talk tonight ...LOL
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Re: So....lets talk frustrated and irritated....

Postby actifzoe » Mon May 23, 2016 8:09 pm

FATE!!!!!! :mrgreen:
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Re: So....lets talk frustrated and irritated....

Postby Devon » Wed May 25, 2016 8:46 am

Yeah....cause I've told him countless times he will not touch me until he is a free and clear DIVORCED man and he's nowhere near her....and I just don't see that happening.....
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Re: So....lets talk frustrated and irritated....

Postby actifzoe » Wed May 25, 2016 1:08 pm

keep looking.
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Re: So....lets talk frustrated and irritated....

Postby Devon » Wed May 25, 2016 2:54 pm

I'm just done....i haven't been looking and wasn't even looking when he came along....just minding my own business at the bus stop while he eyeballed me for the first month til he finally got up the nerve to say hello.....and it all started from there....Kinda considering going back to Bismarck just for the sole purpose of helping my son....,Certainly can't send him any damn money or anything else with this piss poor paying job.....i just don't want to go back and be miserable again.....thats what I am really afraid of.....
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Re: So....lets talk frustrated and irritated....

Postby actifzoe » Wed May 25, 2016 8:07 pm

what's worse? moving back to bismark and being miserable yet supporting your son or staying in louisiana with a piss poor paying job, gunfire and angry (not really divorced) women harassing you over a guy?
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